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Watched Batman the dark knight for a few minuites a few days back online.

Had a werid dream last night that goes like, 3 mafia shit came to my place trying to assault me in my bedroom. Grabbed my buck’s nighthawk from my bedside and did some krav-maga moves learnt on youtube. Stabbed 2 mafia shit and shot the other one with a glock 19. From them, i obtained a G19 with 8 rounds and a M1D Garand with 10 rounds. Which idiot will go into a CQB situation with a M1D?

Woke up and realised its like 4.45am and went back to sleep sweaty.

This time, Joker(close friends know that i have clownophobia) with his bunch of guys were trying to snipe for me at the house opposite my balcony. Using all the tatctical moves i know to avoid being sniped. My range finder once told me that its 22.8m away from my room to the window where the sniper is. With the M1D on my sling and G19 on my JRspeed, i fired 4 shots before i can get that assasin due to adaranline(i have never shot anything more than airsoft, laser tag and paintball killing someone before).

The worse feared. Joker was holding cookie monster hostage with a bayonet with his bunch of assasins. Fuck man! Dont make her smile(by cutting her mouth)! This time, from my front gate. Remembering that i have only 14 rounds left, i tried firing at Joker thru some holes(designs for my staircase) from the staircase. I cant see the fore sight and blindly fired 3 rounds but it didnt hurt anyone. Fuck! 11 rounds versus a whole van load of assasins.

Using what i saw Christ used training his guys on staircase clearance, i sniped with my M1D that i some how mount my eotech 553 scope and prone on the stair case landing hoping to get some shit of those idiots. But, it somehow failed getting myself killed.

Woke up again and realised what will happen to cookie monster??!!

This time is at 7.30am. Slept again and somehow drempt that cookie monster is bought to some lightly forested park with cookie monster as a bait for me to get there. Shit! So much joker ah? This time, i was left with 2 rounds of ammo on my M1D. Fuck! How do i fucking shoot some idiots with 2 rounds? 1 for myself and 1 for cookie monster?

So did some slit of troat to a few jokers and retrieved a M700 with a huge amount of ammo.

Fuck la! Dont have to go so much into details. Sounds like some hardcore gamers in their dream land.

In the end of the day, i realised how much have i fallen for cookie monster.

Loosing 2 friends and 2 brothers may seem sad for me.

ok lets start with the 2 so called friends and 1 so called brother. Went drinking with them somewhere last month and realised that my wallets empty. With no hassles, they just took a cab and left. Leaving me all alone at 4am in tanjong pagar to fend for myself. Cant be tollerated. So the 1 ass was kicked and told to fuck off.

A week before the cab incident, as i’ve mentioned that nina incident when one ass was still in contact with her and delibrately bought her to the pub knowingly i was there. Man. I want his blood.

1 brother. I should not mention names, were present on both occasions. The cab incident, leave without even thinking. FUCK HIM! I forgave him and was even talking to him on the phone earlier. He needed extra income, i look high and low for freelance jobs for him. He needed cash, i’m broke, sorry. I needed him to just help me make a buzzer with trip wire, he screw me up. This is what brother is for? So fuck his mom and leave him alone.

Just saw nina in town yesterday. I didnt remember who the hell she is but she gave me that look of fear when she sees me. Without stopping, i just went on and realised it was her. Forget it! No point gonna get some blood. So i told the last bro. Ke siao again. Dont know how, everything dragged into me thinking its everyones fault.

Called her last sunday to look for cash inorder not to get charged. Based on her tone, i knew that she will not help. Now her excuse, want me to learn. Fuck! You are buying illegal cigarettes yourself and fuck me for a small offence when i am just trying to bring in a packet of tobacco?

But its sure nice to have 3 new friends that popped out of nowhere today. So lets forget bout those idiots and start to cherish TRUE FRIENDS!

Just had my third anniversary of bachelorhood just last sunday. Thou 3 years aint long, it has thaught me lots of stuffs that i have never known for 17 years of life.

How do you survive without friends? How do you survive in a place that you know no one, dont know their language, culture and food? I have learnt it all. Thou the time i learn to stand up when i fall is really long, i know how to avoid how to not fall in the first place.

Have not been seeing her for almost 3 months and i am gonna doubt if i am gonna see her again. Called her a couple of weeks back and asked if she wanna go jb. She called me to bring in pirated vcds for her. What do i gain? I shall question myself. A girl that has no self respect neither does she respect anyone els. Why shall i help her smuggle things into the country when she dont even call her own malaysian poor fuck boyfriend to smuggle for her?

I just gave her a test. By telling her that i am being fined for $500 for bringing in 2 packets of cigarettes and am in the lock up desperately in need of the money. She would only reply by sms, sorry. cant help you. Would she ever help me if i am being caught by the customs for bringing in her pirated vcds? I have already got the answers!

Ok. Fuck her. Lets get back to topic. What i’ve learnt.

Went to hong kong with Caleb when he is kindda busy. Survived that 5 days in hk. And knew hot warm is that to have friends.

No friends around me when she first left me. Now, i understand what friendship is.

Know what friends are.

Little things i’ve learnt but again, its life.