cHeF dE sUeH wAh’S bLoG

Am wathing the tv at the Saturday night movie on channel 8. The leads were a couple 6 years ago. They broke up after a quarrel over money issues. The male lead(Bill) later went on to upgrade himself in the US and later became a businessman based in Japan. 6 years later, Bill had an artist girlfriend when the leads met coincindentally in japan. The female lead(Li) was getting married in 2 weeks when Bill never found his current a suitable girlfriend. Bill is determined to have Li back when Li’s fiance(a traid boss) was asking Bill, How does Li loves Bill more than himself?

An answer. Because they had gone through more than anyone els. That is the reason.

For some reasons, I kind of miss Jun. After looking at the moon on Sunday when i saw a glittering but dark star just next to the moon and a really bright one directly infront of it. A promise i made to jun wether she accepts it or not. I will always be there for her.

She once told me at my balcony when i was staying in serangoon. The brightest star there you see would be me. And you will be the dark one. Always looking at me. Always loving her.

Maybe after so much oppunities with other girls but ignoring them, might be that i have never given up on Jun. its 8 more days before i reach being 2 years of singlehood.

Though i never bother nor think much about her, i am still worried for her. Always being so silly. Like 3 or 4 months ago, Jun ran away from home. Was so worried for her that i woke up at 6am calling her to see if shes at home.

Maybe i exist just because of her. Maybe i am here just to protect. Though shes not mine. But shes mine to care of. Just because i love her.

Like can be changed to love. But love will never change.

Now, love and passion has made me realise how much she means to me.

My once decent looking girlfriend, now look more like ghost than my beloved ex-girlfriend.

If another chance for me to love her, i would.

kwei

Hmm. Just found a job 2 weeks ago which is pretty relaxing. Got so pissed with teaching those 2 dumb kids and decided not to teach them.

Just went to Zouk on ladies nite on Wednesday and found out that i am not just too hopeless.

Women are a creature that no one understand. Never males, scientice nor themself know whats in them. Yes. I know. They need money. Lots of it. Just came across a a comment. It goes like ‘Huhh???’. Was some uncle comming over to the pub i was working at, when they asked for a hostess(acually singer cum hostess) to accompany them. I was like, this is your fucking job! Go and entertain them!

If a customer does not sent the singers flowers(which are recycled times to times low quality artificial roses) or banners(the one that you’d see during pangents) marked $100, $200, $300, $500, $1000, $5000 and $10 000, they will NEVER return and accompany the customers, go back to the staff longue and spend the whole nite in the longue.

Look. How pratical are girls now days.