another girl trapped in my heart
Tuesday, May 29th, 2007Hai. Its 3.23 in the morning. Laying motionless on bed, trying hard to sleep. Tried hogging to some stray network but unable to. Just thinking of a girl. A girl i’ve met about a month ago. On 18 April to be exact. A mutual friend acually. She again posesses nothing more than I can say UGLY. Wahaha. Shes a crook which made me so uneasy. To me, shes like a forbidden fruit. But I am having this feeling on her. So much that it left me sleepless. Everytime after seeing her would make me so uneasy. But I tried my best to keep my cool. I don’t wanna speak like Jerry when I start to yell at him. Ahh uhh… Wahaha
We were playing truth or dare at this pub. Was told to fench kiss between this and this. I was perhaps the victim. I was with ‘her’ doing that and she came serious. Shes a good kisser I can say. I don’t know her well, but its like love at first sight. Did not have this feeling for like… 6 years? Which that unfortunate one was Jun. I love my freedom very, very much. But what’s wrong with me?
I thought, marriage was a cool thing. You’d get that girl for life! Just like that cab driver I met at Labador park like 3 weeks ago. I hailed a cab and found a lady on the left passenger seat. The driver offered a ride down to the main road to hail a cab. I accepted the offer and started chatting with the couple who were in their late 40’s. Stopping at the traffic light and 2 hands were holding tightly. I envy that very much. And I comment, ‘how I wish that this would happen 30 years later.’
I also have met the new boss of Sng arms, Terance. A 22 year old easy going chap. Who’s married for about two years. I was saying, good life. Married already. From there I understood the ress. Ending work at 8pm, getting pestered by wife by 8.15pm and can’t return home by 11pm. Man! Where’s the life?
Looks like being attached isn’t such a good thing either.
Looks like, I gotta avoid her. i hate sleepless nights!!!