Looking back in the good old days
Friday, March 3rd, 2006Well well, looks like 1 year is moving fast. Looks like, i miss the good old days i used to have but, i am also happy now. At least NOW.
I missed the hugs and kisses from her and the days in secondary school, being complained being touchy and stuffs. The days when ah sian shouting DAW KWEI!!! WAKE UP!!! My brothers Nicholas, botak and darrick(that fucker) playing lan almost daily after school, being canned by that 4 eyed faggot, being asked to sit outside the general office with the occational breeze and definately stroking her during classes. Secondary school days seemed so easy to past, sleep for 4 hours, go eat, sleep for another 4 hours and RING!!!! Time to go home.
Even if i want to sleep in Shatec, its so diffucult. Cant sleep.
Brotherhood with Darrick, its the past. Definately i wont miss lots of stuffs like even that dumb bitch which irratates me horribaly.
I also miss that day exactly 356 days ago. What would i be doing now? Missing her. Now? Hah! Miss her? I have better things to do. I have not totally forgotten her, but i am trying to avoid her as much as i could. Though i have saw her on just sunday, i did not want to even call her out cos i know she have not seen me. Talking to her even makes my legs weak cos she still had part of my heart. So, be firm! Avoid her and stop loving her is all i need to do. It takes time. Perhaps till the girl that should come, comes. I will forget her by all means because that girl will take 101% of my heart.
