Archive for November, 2005

So Pissed, Yet So Sad

Tuesday, November 29th, 2005

Didn’t know why. Why did i fell for a girl whom i knew for less than a week. Shes 5 years older, 1 1/2 head shorter and a Malaysian.

What attracted me is her attitute. Shes a nice friendly girl whom i’ve met @ work(i mean during my outlet traning) with a pair big, wet, sweet eyes and  her smiles are soooo sweet. But that is not what i’ve been attracted with. I just dont know what powers pushed me for her.

I noticed her since like last monday but didnt really bother her till like Wednesday, shes the service abrovyer. Shes kindda sweet you know? With this fucking bastard keep calling her names like little girl… Thursday when she asked me what dessert am i gonna cook. I replied i dunno. Go cold storage and see whats on the shelf then I’ll decide. She told me she wanted black sesame Glutonious rice balls. Then i thought, Isnt it that i’ve cooked on wednesday? Fine. Since someone wants it, i’ll get it(Desserts are from my one pocket not the dumb school). She’d asked me whats my shift next week. She realised that she wont be working with me anymore after monday as she is working the morning shift. So.. I’ve took her contact number and ran off to cold storage to get the BALLS!! But i will not see her again in my thoughts. Fine! i will do my make up lessons from monday to saturday reporting at 10am in order to see her.

Things got pretty bad. She is always replying sms with a very shy smile unaware that i’m just behing her. So i’ve decided to wait outside that dumb restruant petals for her to knock off. Her Slut senior saw me with another guy waiting outside the restruant and reported it to the whole world that i am ALONE waiting for the little girl. Nope. noone told me about it. i was in the changing room when she came into the kitchen and was announcing it to the whole world. But so sorry. The whole world knows that i cant flirt.  With a Bitchy senior(who is never well of me) of hers is trying to brain wash her to hate me after she found out that i am trying to woo that little girl. Little girl started to hate me. She will never reply her messages though i’ve sent her like 4 a day. Things got really messy now. I’ve just spoke to her yesterday and told her to look for me after work or give me a call. (I’ve got something really urgent to find out in order to stop the fucking rumors.) she told me that the instructor’d conficated her phone(they’ll never do that). so i said ,"aiyah anything la". and have wrote a note to her that goes like this.

I’ve deleted your number(thats true) and inorder to stop disturbing you. Have you seen jonathan going crazy? Nope. Noone in Shatec have seen that. But now you’ll see. You have your mind to think yourself and people have big mouths so that they can say whatever thay want without thinking for the consiquences which are just Bimbos. Your mind, is urs. Her mouth, is hers. So think whatever you want and hear whatever bimbos have to say. Call me if you’d need to. (with a name card attached.) sign off.

Sent by passing it to one of her classmates whom i’ve trusted and ordered to pass it to her by hand. After like one hour or so, the note was returned by that SLUT reading it to the whole kitchen(luckily my instructor read it before i’ve sent it). Fine! Now, They 2 will pay… wahahahaha

woops~